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Magic in a bottle

 When I was younger I thought it was a pointless money grab, the bottle. Thanked my lucky stars that I had escaped it's clutch. I wasn't privy to its prowess back then. An anaesthetic for the innermost pain. A silencer of the voices in our heads. A muzzle for the rabid demons harboured inside us. 

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